Friday, May 11, 2012

Tonight will be very dignified



The television stops for new mirrors like a passenger gear in rack/cycles of ice and comeback, but don't really come back, I've had it with people I make at home, and with people who like the pacific northwest more than neon and they think in lessons but you won't learn anything from them, them black habits in a white man's trite radicalism, didactic and careful, and I've had it with the temptation to carry them on my whims like

unsymphonic pigeons  who aren't even impetuous enough to be hunted 

by their own kind and drawn into finding themselves that way, over there, the third star in the left if you go along the master's glance--- 

That's the city speaking

The city kinda crawls into you and makes you a part of it---

What are we gonna write about now, we're not working in a post office, not working in a factory, not a ferry ride to an affair to remember--  no more parodies of the yes, yessir

or pitched-down dialog under so much pressure it mutes, hogs its unions, doesn't mind indifference, you know, when it's buying something potion or restlessness-- I saw you in vice magazine wearing pink and vans with thick checkers on them  and turned away disgusted, lengthily, love's obscenity looking for the kigo, the season-word, word for springing, for hurry, the key's dream of a surfacing from an entering is brave and relentless like never 

As the dance goes faster, as the music might, maybe--

And now we hope that the weather will continue 

until we can't tell where the boundaries are, between heat and rivalry

And now just be across me, we'll wake up in the experience 

isolated, disassembled, bullshitting, hypnotic foolishness, and do the right thing some other time