Tuesday, February 27, 2018
Monday, February 26, 2018
Wednesday, February 21, 2018
Tuesday, February 20, 2018
Sunday, February 18, 2018
The blackbird singing or just after
Then I noticed on the anniversary of your death this cheerfulness how proud I am of a voyager a seer I overheard the guy with ash between his eyebrows and Prince’s former assistant who now works at my local crystal dealer liberate emporium I go in for cinnamon incense and to test my intuition and drink this grapefruit/cayenne juice in the comfort of a telegraph they were discussing what happens when a bullet enters the flesh how it’s not the impact that hurts but the gunpowder searing your inner organs burning them on contact the flame once lit leveraged as potential like all trauma the sentient ram is mostly calm as a smirk in the aftermath slower than everything happening clearer deserted river banks becoming mirrors the finger you shot off has never been didactic never wagged never asked for the nerve back had the nerve to know better to grow a palate there a dialect new flesh I’m so proud of you mom told me the news the day after valentine’s day in grandma and grandpa’s hallway in stucco san diego everything so clean and so quiet you could hear the clock’s constant ticking and crickets and the grasshopper that landed on my shoulder and smiled she told me about a new place you had travelled to and then collapsed sobbing I’m so proud of you you’re so jubilant and dignified on the other side with Ruth and Elijah and some brides and your love higher and higher the cut of the last scream is laughter it was like we were in two different places hearing two different stories while she wept I gathered the openest hiss in my eyes the deliberate calm of retreat the ecstacy of nevermind I’m so proud of you so proud to be of you so happy for you so through with sadness so new and ruthless and you and Ruth and Elijah and all the distant cousins and all the bloody gloves and all the loose myths about all of us and the way you sing save me like Nina Simone does and really mean it and really prove what it means to build a bridge to walk the muted water I’m so proud of the proof of you the bruises healed the comfort came all of our effort turned into ease the wounds went away or went blind or ran off on other cinder but the songs are still here it was ash Wednesday in the year of our lord anno domini something or other Prince died on my birthday Nina Simone too I love tribes I like that late April makes people feel safe to take off to slay the stiff lion that looms in the yard with the lemons and Ma a fa just learning her name and the deacon and the lot we bought in Atlanta and tips of tongues skipping like pamphlets we don’t need communism anymore we don’t need to sound smart about dumb shit we don’t need to do crunches in a cell I’m so proud of you I’m so full of truth and hours thank you for going over there for being here and there for the new grass for the magnetic tape and the way stitches disappear into skin like the quick indigo grin of morning you make me proud as all disappearing you set me free as an intention you ask me to sing about it too now or teach me or through me so proud I’m so proud
Wednesday, February 14, 2018
Sunday, February 11, 2018
Saturday, February 10, 2018
Thursday, February 8, 2018
Just this Once
It was around this time that she was seen traveling with books of negro spirituals reporters invade the sacred with the desperation of conspiracy everyday she chanted wake the children sleeping and wished for his disappearance everyday he returned. Dorothy Day or Bresha Meadows the blows the puzzled winds of the chosen keep a record for them. When the time arrives like a message watch out for them. If you’re brave enough to sleep beside the woman you’ve beaten watch out for them. And so the child of 14 entered the quiet legacy and shot her father in the head while he gently slept. And so the nest is no longer a cage but maybe a graveyard. And maybe it’s fun to watch a monster die and see your father again with his new eyes, how she healed him crying it’s so nice to watch you die. America, this is your dream come true. This is your perfect Meadow this is your first black president Bess is your woman now confessing and everything real never fraudulent and as for selling expectations And as for shameless silhouettes and blood wet whispers in the new sirens and as for her protected future and her Reparations and her Ruins
Tuesday, February 6, 2018
Friday, February 2, 2018
How deep is the ocean?
Atlantis is growing in and there’s no moan in swim could she live of a life of cooking french toast for him and survive it thought so quickly hop on the shuttle Tuscany I hope nothing slackens when the shin acts for going I just so happened I just so happened I just so happened I just so happened to know someone on the bottom who come from the spun out top forgot how to float for three years forgot about detachment forgot about being a basket case and nothing disappeared but the radioactive jellyfish trapped in lace ellipses, the ridiculous hoax of the rescue attempt such cruel techniques of measurement when a vast metropolis in you steps out of the blue horizon and without knowing why come is coming toward the canon playing a weird golden accordion and laughing There’s no need for revenge in the future nor for our negro Helen to bait repentance a tapering concentric gathers into the bull’s battleye and if instead of charging she turns around the whole game cowers the whole lantern billows broken hearted cowboys how ‘bout it traitor ‘how bout it slave?
Thursday, February 1, 2018
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