Thursday, March 28, 2019
Wednesday, March 27, 2019
Literally the Autopsy (of the so-called black body)
No matter how far gone he is   he   never  lets himself   get  killed  in    a  dream        and    this   vicious  nonchalance       this    Sports    Chalet   shit     he    pulls       when         he’s     afraid       of   his    vision    hems    and     seams   the   scam   like    a    carcass    waiting   to    be   kissed   painted     given    its   inverse  manger      yesterday’s   kef        in      tomorrow's  coffin     we   have   the   loftiest  vendettas     we     vex      and    buck       and    bled    out    the  tire  swing      looking      for    the    meaning    of    the   house    it   sways    from       like     a     vacant   clock     of   Maa  fa     do   not     let    the    clot    lodge   somewhere   obnoxious     and     watchout    for     the      stiff   wrists  of   addicts       and    what’s      trapped    inside   his   head      as madness laughing   comes    out  catatonic     screams     we   need   to     deal   with     catatonia       some      more         the    entire     turbulence    of     the   digital   world     silent   as a   blizzard  as it nears  itself      dirty     as    thursday           jupiter      and       rage      day      to      grow    and    spiral      we  need   to       deal            with   idols     and    the  sulking   boundary    between     eyes     and      yes         we    need     to    see   inside   of       the   genocide        to     its      heart     which     must    be     broken      wound       up     &   dreaming     of   its    own      murder    it     loves   go   so     much        we     must      deal      with       blame    but     who?      I    feel   strange     as     an    angel    telling     you     to      shape  your   mind     and    die       but    what    a     caress   we   get       in       your     stillness        and   we    can     say     the   deranged    names  of    western    hills        like   all   bets   are   off        Leon    lost    his mind        waiting    for  Maa   fa    to   admit        she     knew    where    the   body    was    and    float      through    new    snow    to     the tucked      black    shoulders   on the white  bones of water              I     half   remember     him     being   awake   when     they  took   him   away   in     chains  and suede      it’s     so    hard        to    say   genocide     but  Maafa     comes    out   riding     how      the     savior   rides     with     the    endless  middle   ahhhh  or  ox   and   the     yes  /  no     eyes     at the    end   of   suffering   when   it  becomes         delirious        lucky       she     is    the  one    watching    their   broken    bodies      beg       for       more              she    is   the    one   saying    yes    and    no        and      softening sinners’   limbs   into   lasso   
Wednesday, March 20, 2019
Maafa in Constant Gardens
Torch  the   crop    to    bring    rise   to   fertile land     and   dance   with  jodorowsky   around the  shouting  arrows   
I don’t   want    to    get   all mystical    about      growth       but    torch   the    crop   to   bring   rise  to   fertile  land   
the  black gardener  monsanto   murdered     audibly   is   leaking    and    squealing   just  beneath   the  burn    his   body     becoming   fertile   land         I   don’t   mean   to   blame  fertility   for   killing  but  torch   the  crop   and a fire   spills   its   nerve       erotic   destroyer  and    what  I  cannot   destroy  shiva    will destroy   for   me    and   listening   I   see his    gust  of  needles     land   on     g      and    grab    a  moan   I  keep   saying    to    speak   is   to touch     he   says   please    touch   yourself     for   me      he    settles     beneath     the      torch   a  middle   c    orchestra     trying     for     bea   and  to   be   about  it     row   of   orange   orphan  clouds       spilling  into    new    sky   like   the  mild  crackles   in  black  hallways      and  the  one  come    from    the    killers    to    swallow    torches      is   talkative  as   a      reach    of     sunflower    pollen    in    the    isle      pollen     in     the    limbic    shyness   of   voices   that  can   feel   themselves   copulating   in   the    field    helplessly     like     echoes   and  cold   moondust    falling     flinging    itself   at   the   mercy  of    the    season   of   broken    crops     that     kiss    to      hunt    the   rain       that   suck  on  garnet    to   keep    thirst     away      that   chase   the    firefly  into   the   beetle’s   name    so   you’ll never   know   shit    from    magic      unless   you   burn   one     down       oh  cowards     how    I     treat   your   effigies     like   flags   of    unborn     nations      and    your    flowers    the     first   fascists    again      fascism    has     a   pact   with   spring     investigate    nothing    and    no   one    but   the   land     and    the   mouths      will   show      as   crows    with       flutes  for     wings     where    gardens    are   for   warnings     that   never   end      
Monday, March 18, 2019
Maafa One
There’s a man on the surface of your skin,  
remember?
       Mandarin oranges straight from the can   pinched like pimp  hand zeros (heroes?) 
I was choking 
So I only ate soft things    no chewing    choking on the softening seed of  a bullet    appalling   me  
From my mother’s  throat      Maafa     can’t   breathe         the   boat   to   shore  
Maafa   don’t   study    war     no  more   
Sometimes we call this intention       but  in  this  case   it's that she’s onto the banality of horror  
She’s  bored with the angry   men       their   broken   livers bending the skin between the brows 
    Into    ladders          there     has    be    a    keener    voice       a     sturdier   steam    to  tend    
This    is     the   end    of     the   beginning    of      genocide      it  begins  swallowing soft things 
And then pans    to   Quincy       a    recorder      Edward Kennedy Ellington’s  steeple   chasing him   
In     tented Italian       footage    of everything  but   the  passage   down  the canal  to level   where 
He    he  calls   the  notes    no     more  innuendo     tell me    
Quincy is holding  our  baby
Black beauty is the most powerful currency  in the world   
Friday, March 15, 2019
Yeah, so
I hear an  h   in   exile   and   in     Maafah    also          I    chase    the     hill    and   rub    it     in     the    laughing   skulls           cadillac    grills                  why   don’t      you  grow     your    own   food          why  don’t   you   touch  soap         to  the   must    of     the        ruins       must      know    someone   who  knows   someone         told you    never     clean    up    a   crime    scene      never    call     the   firefly   back   from    burning       
Friday, March 8, 2019
Wednesday, March 6, 2019
Monday, March 4, 2019
I thought about leisure
Leaving the cotton   pastures    for the sassafras and moonshine  Laura Nyro was cackling    to  bind    the   limbs   of   me    and     my    cousins         it      isn’t      subtle     to     be     free     its     stench    of     hops     and   poplar      pennies     in    the     dirt     copper    when    it    sweats           not    only    greens     but     bleeds       turns     the  bloodless    colors  toward  the   red   cloth        of     could    be    darkness     velvet    darkness       there    are   no    police   in     the    eastern    dark       in    my    dream      the    weapons    fall  off    the    map    near    Morocco    with  saddles   vultures  dropping  out   of     thick  clouds          and      the   most    dangerous    opposition   is    laughter   where   her     music   of    picnics     and    stones    mocks    the   dark   it    roams   the  countrysides  entrusted with   shadow    it’s     roman     of      me    to   listen     looking   for     that      lighthearted     torment      looking     at   the     wires   and    wire boxes      coming out of     trees    and     seeing         bodies       looking    at   photos   of    antelope   and     spotting   Penelope    no   melanin       needs       song      more   than    the            kind       seduced    by   moonshine      hallucinating   his    own    lynching     maybe    we     are      rethinking     tragedy     together      maybe    we   gave     these   niggas    too   much   time    in       the     stars        maybe     we    miss     the   beatings    when    they   turn     invisible     and    he   tried  to   turn      his    soul    inside       out         and      make     a     movie        of       the      black      maybe        
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