Sunday, January 26, 2014

Radical Innocence

The laziness was two guns opposite one another in a fucked up marsh, perched on the shoulders of crazy black soldiers who would come to be   (march niggas)   who would come to be

come to be     come to   be  come to be   bleed   .     another country story about haints glowing for caution tours on the train /   climb  //


    like danger is famous in the war binoculars,  all those eyes and we  get southern to vocalize  ,    where we bond     sore tracks    rhyme with addict heroine but act too master           and slowly    one   black   and  some change   remains


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      Get to subtracting the word casual from every grammar in search of the healer they call   vague to mean real / sure thing,   every mercy gave revenge and even then I held the trigger like a course in the eternal present    

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Press and curl patience. Conk and gravy  persistence.  Too easy.   I mean, trying not to be   black is the blackest thing you can do easy      wonderment       becomes proof of other tributaries  to our refusal to change expect in the eternal present I mentioned the idea that all the myths are locked in music    and silence went through it


and how the only obsession that could satisfy anyone is Michael Jackson and how    even you are afraid of your own magic   and the sad pale thoughts we habit  about symmetry   and purpose only to cast them off in squares  and   battle being mostly that coughed up image of machines in the grass trying to look unintentional   as all the crime  in chicago or across the road    floating off my good time heart

and this vocalism        Niggas are brats when they hate themselves, soldiers when they admit it    // children no matter what     black pleasure is sometimes unlike joy

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The laziness was a few of us, using our real names on the covers of books and albums, all proud and shit like minimalists for the shine