Saturday, February 28, 2015
Thursday, February 26, 2015
The importance of small talk in America
The cherub keels over toward an era of all manner and I'll translate that no surrender /
Good, Morning
Are you vegan ?
Are you listening ?
Traffic report smells like lipstick and caffeine
Are you starving for the revolution and all you see is safety button down gun braced by class clown color blind noun lie like the Fountainhead Black people are always ready
I wanted to know what he meant by ready
ready? Ok. I still pray in the Delta show my face in LA show/ face show yourself face yourself face I still pray in the Delta though Kind Hearted Woman's blues focus on Kierkeggard and stare hard at a nigga til he comes to me in the movies
Good, Morning
Are you vegan ?
Are you listening ?
Traffic report smells like lipstick and caffeine
Are you starving for the revolution and all you see is safety button down gun braced by class clown color blind noun lie like the Fountainhead Black people are always ready
I wanted to know what he meant by ready
ready? Ok. I still pray in the Delta show my face in LA show/ face show yourself face yourself face I still pray in the Delta though Kind Hearted Woman's blues focus on Kierkeggard and stare hard at a nigga til he comes to me in the movies
Wednesday, February 25, 2015
Sunday, February 22, 2015
Tuesday, February 17, 2015
I play car with the radio martyrs
Papa, Papa,
I've given up trembling
I'm ready to join a country club and trouble the ghosts beneath us with your mother's empty cassette cases my double inheritance my flare for rare tears I found them, her cases, filled with folded Angolan flags and pictures of you and Nixon and a doo rag in one, no music / we so country, papa, I was lunging into a field negro I wanted to spring loose from / papa I dropped to my knees trembling
and remembered how much you loved to watch westerns every night at dinner every night black man sits down with his family praying to cowboys and a damp slab of ham—Had I been, a loyal daughter / bend in the hero card and I understand you, I want my oppressors to save me too I want my oppressors to save me too
I've given up trembling
I'm ready to join a country club and trouble the ghosts beneath us with your mother's empty cassette cases my double inheritance my flare for rare tears I found them, her cases, filled with folded Angolan flags and pictures of you and Nixon and a doo rag in one, no music / we so country, papa, I was lunging into a field negro I wanted to spring loose from / papa I dropped to my knees trembling
and remembered how much you loved to watch westerns every night at dinner every night black man sits down with his family praying to cowboys and a damp slab of ham—Had I been, a loyal daughter / bend in the hero card and I understand you, I want my oppressors to save me too I want my oppressors to save me too
Monday, February 16, 2015
Friday, February 13, 2015
Wednesday, February 11, 2015
Tuesday, February 10, 2015
Recognition Scenes
I couldn't stop googling mugshots : Prince, Madonna / billyclub on a Monday plot locked in Aristotelian... like in Clockers / runner addicted to malted chocolate rocks, and Papa / Papa the pills /our pills toppling into sold songs and mammies on the tv dinner tray in wrong aprons imma run again—
And what it's all leading up to is the longingest reunion, hundreds of us on one stage like it was our ships again... I mean all of us, Malcolm and Mlles and Nina and Etheridge and them, chanting a fantastic silence into the expectation kind of maple hunger becomes anger/funny and a sun in my heart the nights we spend listening to jazz and watching porn together until we lose track of the difference... unprecedented even prison is romanic and heaven is dumb and is there anyone who isn't sold into songs from one or the other or wondering at the slave hunter, is it my turn
And what it's all leading up to is the longingest reunion, hundreds of us on one stage like it was our ships again... I mean all of us, Malcolm and Mlles and Nina and Etheridge and them, chanting a fantastic silence into the expectation kind of maple hunger becomes anger/funny and a sun in my heart the nights we spend listening to jazz and watching porn together until we lose track of the difference... unprecedented even prison is romanic and heaven is dumb and is there anyone who isn't sold into songs from one or the other or wondering at the slave hunter, is it my turn
Monday, February 9, 2015
Thursday, February 5, 2015
A man and his world
Papa, Papa,
The pattern, the pattern! Jazz business. My massahs. My sermons. My abandonment. I'm wearing mostly animal prints this season. Soda crackers. Ethos. Stowaway. The reasons that we Earth Wind and Fire by way of Charles Burnett. I'm etiquette if you're sober yet. And I want my eyes to be that many cages wild. Stablemates, Playmates. Bill Cosby, Richard Pryor. Ballerina straddling a loom looking for costumes or rumors of gossamer, somewhere, the one I love is copying you he dares himself to be true. Never saw combat. Played a mean bamboo flute, convinced Langston Hughes to call you a democrat in defense of your thug dandyism. That was some party and the sun is coming up
Wednesday, February 4, 2015
Monday, February 2, 2015
Sunday, February 1, 2015
My heart belongs to daddy
Good seed but he wants to be evil or beyond himself. He wants to turn peace into a totalizing / violence sublimated into form and poultice of late capital shafts and spokes of impact/ hope those mourners who are actually celebrating the last angel in history come close to their childhood tricycles/ archetypes/soldiers of the hype machine I go forth from you unmuting, groping the air near the sullen orange tree preacher man preacher man, I lied about the color of the tree blood red as with torment as with liberation lynched men and criminals and token leaves as with fast song into slow song and back like morning, I lied about where I belong to get there and who needs a heart and I made a list of people who need a heart, quenched my fear of withholding
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