Thursday, March 29, 2018
Wednesday, March 28, 2018
Ritual in Ice and Satin
What’s up with the birdcage newspaper a corridor of crimes and protests the layering will become as grotesque and limp as veils in a closet still covering the heads of the devout imagists the palm leaf waving like a jester in the queen’s court fanning her majesty because it was the winner whose head we chopped off and the criminal we made a circle around gripped hands desperately and yelled his past good deeds at him a violence of contradiction after which he was condemned to a life as a modest well-behaved man that was his punishment for sacrificing his mother a life without mistakes a heaven with no hell america with no enemy who cares enough to tear her to shreds
Sunday, March 25, 2018
Gospel Album Cover Shoot
Slender faces aren’t patriotic so slip on a head wrap play the reformed womanizer terrorist. There’s something warped about his smoothness. Are you going for the god is black crowd or the one god folk. All I know is every friday is good this way. Let’s stick to the evil that we know. Repeat when blood was shed love was gained And now for big joy… his playful child looks more like a runaway slave, smile a hundred thousand for the return and capture dead or alive
Friday, March 23, 2018
Wednesday, March 21, 2018
Do you think you were given a second chance?
I slept in the voice of Edie Sedgwick for a day depressed rich naked taking to leotards and stilettos stealing oaths from biblical hoes making every would be elvis groan like richie havens you’ll be a woman soon a white woman a nightmare a dream I was having a nightmare in which I became my mother and then from out of nowhere she split off into her own double and bit my hand I woke up
No such thing as blood in America
OJ’s hypothetical confession had pet the foxes into next night a knife that bright Charlie he called leader the mole above every perfect set of lips at least mine, these ones right here kissed deserted the end of history her eyes were like tea cups his were confucius about to weep in stereo he laughed into a hose that sad snake nobody knows nobody knows
I still have Abbey Lincoln the last bloodless name on the brink of shaking loose
Did you tune in? I’ve lived a mostly nonviolent life OJ continued again a nonviolent existence
And I don’t know where I’d be if she’d asked me to try it the white shit making slits in her arms more nylons more ways to match fabric with flesh he went on if I did it you saw the photos the hope of red in a so blue whole made a family bold accusatory is it possible for a black man to owe a white man money even then is Halle Berry still paying her white ex-husband 13 thousand dollars a month to say once upon a time it was possible honey in a locket encapsulating the last wing of the final bee whose battered pollen makes good memories of the daffodil the infidel the ready teller go on rose strapped in velcro
Did you blackout? I might have he laughed half timidly half aggressive as a back up generator the Juice you didn’t think I knew about Juice?
Monday, March 19, 2018
Black Rapunzel's Confession
Fetish, my favorite place undifferentiated shades of paris and wasted aristocracy on the fizzy blond meat of their delusion such approval in units called wigs or gag orders one for all the nights of her alltime youth and every lisping rooftop dizzy with tuxedos and blow red lips and yellow afros pinched into nylons and pinned down along the nape of a brown skull howling in the shoulders of Jimmy’s guitar no castle tall enough to unburden the coil or cloaked spiral of her intel what she knows hidden under a bleached haystack that rivers her back like the possessive fingers of a deadbeat husband she divorced some time ago but he’s all in her hair all loose there all wet and civilized
Friday, March 16, 2018
Tuesday, March 13, 2018
Drug Money / I don't know about these narratives of progress
If one more score tells me to play subtle or sings what was it you said about luck into my cupped palms it might get wrong for a while like cold stilettos on a mountain road but couldn’t find the rest of the body and the snow leaking limp blades of ice age was a relief next likely fix was Huey really smuggling drugs into east oakland when he was shot was eldridge really falling off a ladder he’d used to peep at a naked white woman is addiction the same as need or more like revenge pulled the knife from killmonger’s heart then clay’s then ours arson and charlie’s still crying and snorting his alimony looking for the punishment he can’t find the strength to inflict on himself as atonement be subtle tuck hips close your lips tell it all give nothing away lady my lady my contagious laugh and slaver interior laver, here it means to wash in French lav (like lava) vay like wavy cosmic wash the labor clean and high say nothing of the cure for salvation pretend an eighth paced seven days is plenty but your whole place smells like stale tortilla chips and empty bottles and to get across the room you pretend to be hopping over mister cleaver in snowfilled stilettos and even then the snowman melts and you slip into the next phase of soul on ice where he celebrates his crimes and sends for cigarettes and lsd never saying sorry or please never leaving Tangier with deer and lamb one animal one awful black spell
Tuesday, March 6, 2018
Public Servant Number One
None of the blades in Al Sharpon’s stomach bump the lattice work of his slick back to pink oil status and he will not stop taking pictures in his undershirt in DC bathrooms and then I had this spare kimono from an era of clemency and flea markets and the urge to burn the dried roses with it before they bloom again and as apathetic as liver thistle after 2 AM I believe him when he says it was vitiligo and not just bleach and good no lye relaxer after Embassy Suites we couldn’t go back to the Best Western in Newark where I fell asleep drunk in the middle of kissing him and woke up to cash and an empty robe hiccups cold tea his shoes full of snow on the ledge of the balcony
Sunday, March 4, 2018
Friday, March 2, 2018
Coming to America
Decapitated on the cover but still looks a touch naive department store glaze in the eyes holding Charlie Murphy’s hand making neapolitan while just up ahead Eddie Murphy enters the wrought iron gate with Arsenio his bodyguard and her friend Bridgette everyone wearing a soft grin and post cold war/ women in the workforce shoulder pads that’s the scene from when my mom was on the cover of the National Enquirer I didn’t ask too many questions I didn’t want to know the answer to Bridgette was a single mom at the time also but between that affair with Eddie Murphy and how they beat her up real bloody that night for calling him a bitch in front of his groupies and slipping on some melted ice on the floor at a Marina Del Rey Cheesecake Factory that time we all saw Millie Vanilli at valet she was able to call Gloria Alred and ended up with a beautiful new house in Glendale for her and her son. There are so many ways to be dignified. So many ofays to call when the story breaks
So many ways to be saved.
Thursday, March 1, 2018
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